.Sunday, June 15, 2008 Y
LET THE PAST GOES WITH THE WIND
no more pain~no more hurt~no more sadness
CRUELTY OF REALITY
Leaving the Past Starting the New Fresh Life
Prove & Show
Achieved
END OF REENREIKO BLOG!
no more pain~no more hurt~no more sadness
CRUELTY OF REALITY
Leaving the Past Starting the New Fresh Life
Prove & Show
Achieved
END OF REENREIKO BLOG!
.Wednesday, May 14, 2008 Y
Today should be my first day of job. But yesterday the boss call me telling me that change to 15th Thursday as she have meeting on wednesday. Im sick, was happen in the middle of the night yesterday. Starting i thought is just stomach after that more pain so i went to bed earlier. But dont know sleep till what time i start keep wake up going to toilet. After an hr or what after going toilet felt something not right and went back to toilet as I feel like vomiting. Sleep and wake up many time. Vomit and dirra, keep have bad feeling of vomit More so i press my stoma to force it out. It work and feel better. And i remember that time i go company trip at JB, Renee lao shi say that day she and some of them have food poison and they did bring the Miracle young. Seem i have one bottle at home so i give it a try and it work. My dirr stop but my stoma still have great pain. Sudden a bad pain. Today morning raining very heavily but still have to go see a doctor. Now everything is kinda fine le... After have the medi.
Yeah!! Tomorrow will be working at a difference envinroment and also back to normal office hr. I will have more time to do other stuffs. My online business will be back soon and also there will be new up coming online business too. Im going for my Driving License next month. 
Hope to get my License asap. .Tuesday, May 13, 2008 Y
Tomorrow which is today will be my last day of work at my current company. It have been strangle few month. Due to some important thing that happen which i cant accept it so few month later which is now. I will be starting my new job on 14th May wednesday at a difference area and a difference environment. It will be much nears to my house. Actually im kind off left feeling for this current company but dont get it wrong i just have feeling for the some colleagues there not company. Today after work Coco & I go to steamboat again. This will be the last time we have after work together. She say a farewell for me and she pay for the steamboat. I know she is sad of seeing me leaving but she know why i wanna leave. So no choice have to bare with it. But i promise I will still contact her. Her mood seem not so good. Hope everything still will be fine for her when im not around. I promise her that will go her house to do the salmons for her as she dont know how to cut and she love to eat salmons. But that will be August time as I cant go to anyone house currently for the 100days.
My Samsung F700. Cool right!!!
Need to sleep le... super tiring. Nite all. Its super late.
.Sunday, May 11, 2008 Y
Today evening go to IMM with Dan. Hohoho~ Have buy my Samsung F700 at M1 shop. I buy at without contact. Yesterday went to Vivo actually want to brought this HP but the special offer wasnt have it at the distributor M1 shop. Have went to samsung shop and get to see the sample for that model. So have play around. Having use yet as the HP is with Dan. He also want to get one too... Yesterday Mi, Ray & Dan went to vivo to watch movie and i was so tired that after I have my food at cars-j i rest a short while, sleep about 20min i guess. The movie start at 1245am was super long waiting time. Yesterday watch Speed Race. Over all the show was ok. I write till here as got to sleep night night.
.Wednesday, May 7, 2008 Y
Today mood wasn't that bad. In the afternoon receive my pay slip from the account. When i open and see, wow... he he. This month was being pay for the co. incentive. It actually monthly pay but they have change it to be pay on every 3 month for monthly incentive when i just came in at that time. Although is a small incentive but is meant for everyone. My recently pay was being pay quite well, for these 6 month recently salary have the most and of cause the CPF. As I'm still doing the investment for CPF so the more CPF i have i can invest more and gain more of it. Ha~ my plan which is few month back that i want to get myself a new hp this year month mid. I guess my plan came true. I have to try to get it asap but not to be too fast. I just scare it might out of stock.... *touch wood* And also Singapore Sales is up coming on this month end soon. Ha~ the funny part mi is, i always tell people Sg sales is coming but i always didn't go and get anything. Let's see, as i have few thing i need to get. But anyway, Sg sales is till July so don't worry too much. Anytime can get what we want.
Today at my dinner time after i finish my meal at KFC i went to the push cart that i brought my small handy bag earlier time. I have help Chequi to buy the one i have brought earlier but is in black in color and i also buy a bag small one which is a harder case can be sling and also can be handy bag. Kinda cute ya. Too bad the Chinese lady have go for holiday so cant have more discount but anyway that sales girl who temp take over also given me small discount too. Anyway, tomorrow is my off day at last can get a short rest but will be busy on this coming Saturday's and need to work full day. But is ok as there is OT pay plus *2. This Saturday having slimming measurement II. So coincident that Kim friend also join the contest but too bad thought Kim will take part. As i did ask her whether she wanna take but she have work on the first measurement and also work till late. Sad~
Earliest time i wanna to plan for a 2 day 1 night trip. Thought of going Bali to relax but didn't go and check out from the travel agencies. Let's see when, maybe October or December. If October will go to the near by country which for relaxing for a short break and if December will go for a long long holiday. Think next month planning for it before it last minutes.
Daniel have start work at the new company, benefit not bad. And so good that he can get full month pay on the 20th which he just started work this month. Cool right!!! I never heard of it before. Big company is like this, they willing to pay if you are good applicate.
Is time for mi to eat and lay back for some short series show and then my golden sleeping hour...
.Tuesday, May 6, 2008 Y
My new fav song by Kenji
Nice lyrics
Is a sad
lyrics but the song rhythm was a smooth one.
说 说你为什么 为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖 求你别软弱
求你说出口 分手的理由
但你却拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖 拖 拖 大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过
Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do
Do Do Re Mi Do
说 说你为什么 为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖 求你别软弱
求你说出口 分手的理由
但你还拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖 拖 拖 大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过
然后连话都不说 继续沉默
连朋友都没得作 为了什么
然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我
就算了吧 坏人我来做
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过
Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do
Do Do Re Mi Do
~~End~~
Nice lyrics
Is a sad
lyrics but the song rhythm was a smooth one.说 说你为什么 为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖 求你别软弱
求你说出口 分手的理由
但你却拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖 拖 拖 大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过
Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do
Do Do Re Mi Do
说 说你为什么 为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖 求你别软弱
求你说出口 分手的理由
但你还拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖 拖 拖 大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过
然后连话都不说 继续沉默
连朋友都没得作 为了什么
然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我
就算了吧 坏人我来做
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过
Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do
Do Do Re Mi Do
~~End~~
.Monday, May 5, 2008 Y
Now brain much freshers. And have understand more thing about it. Things you know was from third to fourth party. Ah-huh... guess what, you will never know what is true. The most important is find out by your ownself.
And by the way, I remember that some of the people promise someone that they wouldnt view my blog but why are these few people still viewing??? Why??? Want to be a busybody, want to know how people living right now and compare??? Please no matter how you view, you should know where you stand first. If you know where you stand you wouldnt not be keep viewing to update yourself. As you know, only lousy people would want to compare. These people are living in other people world. If these people can realise these they wouldnt be living in other people world. Lucky i make the right friends, they taught me a lot. I use to dont understand of it in my younger days. But nowadays younger people are getting smarted. Like e.g my brother, justina, travis...etc So mature thinker. In younger age must be self understanding. If ownself useless that will be The End of their life.
Mi, i dont like to compare. Being comparing to the others is very low self-esteem. I learn to make myself to have much better self-esteem. As my dream is to be a Sales Marketing so i need to have high self-esteem. Low-esteem equal to difficultly in work. You will scare this scare that or when there is someone is much better than you and you will start feeling uneasy and trying to move a side of it even start to be unhappy for nothing. This is referring to a few people who are not my friends. It's is so stupid to be like this.
Regarding that "uncle". His family is already gone case and after so many years he still dont wake up. Now still keep didnt go to work. And now disappears everybody is looking for him. Hp cant even reach him. And today i know something else from colleagues. I wouldnt and i currently cant say it out here. Regarding that "uncle". And today that Account boy have been terminated immediately. If he still cant find that "uncle". That "uncle" will be in trouble soon and also the previous account boy will be in deep problem too due to that "Uncle"
.Sunday, May 4, 2008 Y
Suddenly I see what is life. For these 25yrs of life i start to realise lot of things. When school days i was just a happy-go-lucky girl. After graduate from ITE i start my very first job. I realise from the very first job till the currently one. What i have learn though out these years, every each job i have learn.
One, Independent
I learn how to be independent. No one will guide you all along nor till half-way. They just guide you the surface basic things and the others you have to search and find out by your own.
Two, Human
Human have lot of kind. I learn what is human. There are lot bad, canning, back-stable... etc. In this world, not say you will nice to people will be nice to you. They can also treat you as a transparent, trick you either. What you didnt done they can also back-stable you off.
Three, Unappreciated
Doesnt mean you hard working people will appreciate you. No matter how hard you do people will still treat you just like a transparent. You might work till spend up lot of your golden hours. Even you done all thing nicely for them, what ever they ask to do you done still.... in the end thing are unappreciated.
My life, Im growing. Every situation happen is letting me growing and learning. Is not saying to god why thing happen on me. Is a path of life. I believe God want me to know and understand of Life. I will appreciate what God given me these lesson.
My beloved Father have went to Heaven. Im sad, leaving with tears. I have to be strong and I have to take care well of my Mother and Brother. Now im a growing adult, I have to take care well of the family. Now, I have to work hard earn as much money as possible.
After my Beloved Father went to Heaven. A lot of things start to appear in-front of me. What are friends and what is boyfriend. Like Sharon, Travis, chequi... Although is just a small thing they did for me but im very appreciated to it. Like Sharon, im alone and my uncle which my brother was sleeping at night at the second day of the furneral. She came down and accompany me in the middle of the night. Im sorry for asking you down and thanks for coming down. As for Travis, he came in the night at the first day of the furneral and stay till the next morning 11am plus. Not only this, he also come down the last day of the furneral and was with us all the way till the last. Actually he can go home when Kim & Don leave but he stay on. And chequi she was actually sick for quite a number of days having fever up and down. And that day she need to work till 11pm as her colleagues was on MC which she need to take over but she came down after her work leaving usual time at 4pm.
As for boyfriend, he did nothing other than friends. From the first day till the last day, he is just doing nothing. He say he was sick at the first day, telling me almost have accidendent before coming here on the first day. I didnt saw him as im over tired throughout a few days havent slept well by staying with my Father together with my Family. Till Kim and Don left i really cant wait anymore but i keep hang-on it but Traivs say i should go and take a good rest. But i was worry about my boyfriend what if he coming and he didnt see me. Lucky Travis was there, he say he will be there to wait for them as they know each other. Actually i want to sleep from 1230am till 2am but i cant wake up and slept until 9am and rush down quickly. Travis was still there. I was shock!!! I ask him did Dan came. He say yes with Ray and they also went to have supper.
The second day, I ask Dan what time will he be here he say 7-8pm. I have prayer after the whole prayer finish was 1030pm he still wasnt here. Although i did sms him a hush word in the last word. Asking where is he and is he my bf anot. Not i wanna to be like this. Imagine a close kin left you how would you feel???
I just cut it short. Regrading first day things i wasnt told by my friend Travis till i tell him what Dan did. On the first day, yes Dan did came down but on for a very short while about half an hour and they went to have their supper. Travis thought Ray drive but didnt so he toke a cab over. After they finish only Travis came back to the usual place and Dan drive back Ray and went home. The second day, as you know he was late. When they reach we have causal talk. I cant angry at all as my auntie's and uncle are all there. I just tell him things about me saying I myself can tell thing to me not those six sense. and Dan start telling me there's this person who have six sense which have tell him that he must be careful as he might met accidental. And i also tell Dan that a few friend want to come down but they cant as they either having wedding this year or just give birth or just marry. And Dan start to say he this year dont know still can open shop anot and need to go see master whether he can open shop this year anot. Back to the six sense thing, i ask who is that as i didnt ever heard from him saying this person before. He told me that girl. Why i say that girl. One week ago before my Father things he tell me still remember the girl call Joyce. He was referring to the nerd girl in NA class. He say he recently he know her younger sister though online game. And he ever tell me she and the elder sister totally look difference. Im sure you know what i mean. I ask how did you know. As you know is online game. He say msn he saw the photo. I still remember that day he told me i go and brought a necklace for him. And also the day before my Dad pass away he did meet up with her to pass CD to her which was told by him. To the last day furneral, after everything finish till evening nothing receive from him. So i call over around 6pm plus and he was sound so unhappy and have a small confe about the sms that i send to him regrading are you my bf anot. After that he ever say me do i know that weiliang is asking him things so i ask him he's at your house isitz he say no on the phone and i say you want to talk to him mah... and he say already put down already still need to wait for you to say (all in hush tone). And next word he say, You have talk to me for more than 15min. At that time i was calling him using my mobile phone so i take a look is 18min. And i just let him put down. Nothing was say to me. And that was the last call we heard each other. Till today, no call no sms. NoNE. I only recevie sms from Kim, Don, Liqing, Travis.... all care and concern sms and what did Dan do.... nothing. Can you all see the situation????
These whole situation i have already told few of my friends. They say that girl. Beware. Honestly, i just know something though from someone. I dont want to mention it out as is some secret know about it. Though i have know, Dan and that girl was flirting with each other.
I wrote here is letting everyone know everything. This is life. Friend, you see what kind of friend you have treating her gf like this. He's very gone-case.
